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Having the taught of living without youu ,
ishh something unnatural to me .
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Thursday, 19 April 2007
06:35
is it spell correctly?? the 'nafar' test??
my result: shuttle run- 11.86s pull up- 7 times sit up- 22 times sit & reach- 41cm standin board jump- 136cm
so tirin lor!! the pull up especially!! u can LOLZ at my result. coz... i oso LOLZ... hahaha.....
i oway hate nafar test 1 lor!!!
1.6m run is nt wit all these la! so i didnt giv u the 1.6m run's mark.
i was given 2nd recess as i finished late 4 nafar test. i was happy at 1st, bt then sad.
actually KT was in the 2nd recess. bt... he stay bac, so cannot c him... sooo sad lor!!!
06:14
siAo!!
toDay hAv enG mOcK tEsT!! dO tHe papEr iN haLL!! sCarY maN!!
bT doNe Tt b4 liAO! hAha!!!
tOdaY, i HavEnT finiShEd mY pApeR, tHen teAc sAe canOt wRitE aNyMor!!
i lEft Q79 diDnT dO!! i onLi wRoTe 'yEs. aS' i sO poOR thiNG hoR!!!
thEn finIsEd liAo, JinPei, Bryan & i, wEnT hOmE tOgeTheR.
Bryan so bAd!! hE sPrAy waTeR aT mE!! i wAs So anGEy, i KicK hIm uNtIl bLue-blUe.
AfTeR ViVian & WenDy cAme & jOiN us, i MeAn 2 gO hOmE. ViVian & WenDy, mY gaN-mEi.
wE weNt 2 plaYgroUnd, bT BrYan diDnT foLLowed Us. wE plaYeD uNtiL veRi haPPy!
Tuesday, 17 April 2007
03:45
stupid la!!! so bad luck today!!!
i secretly tak lift 2 3rd floor 2 go library. my frenz & i, when we r comin out the lift, we saw 2 of our classmates, 2 stupid prefects. their real name is malcolm & adib, we told a lied 2 them. sae tt we hav permission from teacher, 2 tak the lift.
but they believed & told teacher bout tis. in the library, my stomach veri pain so i go toilet. then when i went bac 2 library, i saw mrs huen, our form teac, scoldin KaiJin. i knew sth had happened. the 2 stupid prefect had tell teac. mrs huen called 4 of us 2 gather around her, n she ask wat happened. the stupid teac, i told we took lift, then she kept askin, "then? then? wat did u sae 2 them?" again & again. i 4get a bit liao wat. so i gt pause awhile.
4 of us, 2 is prefect, 2 is normal pupils la... the 2 prefects gt suspended until fri. i was the main person who suggest tis thg. both of them were happy, 2 be suspended. coz.... tmr we'll havin P.E, they can come 2 sch without the vast, & in P.E attire. & thu was nafar test, so they can wear P.E attire. no need 2 change & change, over & over... they were happy 4 it, bt they hav 2 do reflection. & mrs huen sae she will punish us. bt nth happened. im a person who easily cry. juz scoldin, i can cry liao.
mrs huen gt scold me & sae i was a dishonest person. so i cry lor. haha... then we gt photo takin. lame lor!! my eyes so red... go tak pic. aiyo!!!
my kenneth korkor(gan oso) sae hw he wish he was in the lift oso. so he can get suspended oso... haha...
bt nw i still can laugh until... lolx..
my stupid gan-didi, bryan. angry wit melvin. bryan then go & played wit may ann's pen, bryan play the pen & broke it. he cut the ink, the thg rite, then the ink leak on my paper & table, & of coz MY UNIFORM!!!! i scold him. veri unluckly rite!!?!! such a bad day!!!
homwor oso alot!!!
00:08
1st, im sori 2 mak u all read the long post...
2nd, im scare! tmr havin music test! althrough i lik music bt i hate recorder! coz i duno hw 2 play!
3rd, im sad! i ask melvin 2 help me tak KT's htmail bt KT dun 1 2 giv him...
4th, i wanna cry! he is makin me sad! okok... tis nt counted.. hehe... lolx
Saturday, 14 April 2007
09:38
on 13/4/07, friday, i was super HAPPY!!
it started lik tt...
mrs phoon, my ex-teac,cam 2 us, her ex-pupils, 4 help. tt guy i lik(KT), SH, xiang jun, benjamin, kevin, junlin & me, agreed 2 help.
tt day arrived, after eatin lunch, mrs phoon was already teachin som pupils, then KT, SH, jinlin & me walked toward mrs phoon. KT, xiang jun, benjamin were late.
SH went searchin 4 them. i was jealous. as she was the girl & KT was tt guy i lik. bt nvm...
bt SH cam bac 1st, 3 of them then come bac.
i was the 1 hittin the boys most. coz nth 2 do wat... haha...
the 1st P3 class came. while lettin them try the experiment, 1 of the experiment didnt work, it was the 1 lettin the egg 2 float in salt water, bt the egg didnt float. SH & me went searchin 4 mrs phoon. mrs phoon sae she is comin down, keep the experiment or leave it alone 1st.
the boys sae tt need 2 stir it, bt we dun noe use wat... i mean b4 we went searchin 4 mrs phoon... when we came bac, we told them wat mrs phoon told us, they sae since mrs phoon sae lik tt we jus use the spoon 2 stir, the spoon was 4 takin the salt 2 the water, so it cannot b wet. bt they really use it 2 stir.
later, mrs phoon brought her class down, she was lookin at the experiment, bt KT, XiangJun, Benjamin, JunLin, SH, Kevin & i were playin...
the table was wet, as the experiment need 2 use water, KT clean the table, bt when he was dryin the cloth, u noe whr the water goes? it went 2 the floor!! lolx...
it was lik we had return 2 P5 those days we were oway playin. haha!!!
the 2nd time, mrs phoon brought class down, she treated us water. Junlin, KT, Kevin, Benjamin, XiangJun & me went 2 buy. cost need 2 buy 20+ bottles. the 1st time, JunLin went 2 buy, we bought 6 cans of drinks, which is mor expensive. the 2nd time, JunLin pass the left money 2 me, callin me 2 buy. i dun 1, so i ask who 1 2 go buy, Benjamin & KT wanted, Benjamin sae 1st, bt i passed the money 2 KT. u noe girl will pass thg 2 the boy she lik. i told 2 buy 16 hunny water, which cost 40 cents onli. the cans 1 we bought cost bout $1+
i bought the same drink as KT. u noe girl wanted the same thg as the boy she lik. hehe... he bought kopi, bt i 4gt tt my mouth, when i was eatin, accidentally bite it, n it splitted. n it was damn painful. i drink the kopi, it was super pain, so i drink veri slow...
mor P3 classes came down, bt the magnet station, there's the paper clip wit string, n it was sticked 2 sth. then the tape came off. so KT & Benjamin were playin it lik kites. u noe tt magnet can attract thg lik paper clip rite, then u let the paper clip keep a small distance between the mangnet, it will still attract rite!?!? then use a paper 2 cut through it, see whether still can attract.. the tape went off, then, KT & Benjamin was pullin the string & it was lik kite. haha... when SH use the paper 2 cut through the distance, KT's the paper drop down. then KT will scold SH. he oso scold me when i do tt, bt when another girl do tt, he at 1st sae nvm, bt 2nd time, she do tt, KT oso scold her... the girl is prefect. the girl is KH's ex-gf.
i hit the boys the most, as SH, JunLin dun dare 2 hit them. i hit Benjamin the most!! he kept on makin me!!
it was bout 3.30pm, at 1st, Xiang Jun & KT race. then 2nd time, BJM, KT, XJ race they wanted JunLin 2 race, bt she dun 1.
then they 1 me 2 race wit KT, i sae dun 1 at 1st, bt then, KT told me tt he won ZY, the fastest boy in sch(i nt sure), so i agreed bt after i finish my drink.
Benjamin noe tt i lik KT... then when Banjamin is near 2 KT, n i walkin toward them, he shouted KT's name. then i quickly walked away. & i treated the kopi lik beer lor & finish drinkin veri fast!!
at bout 3.45pm-4pm i race wit him. i won!!! bt i run 2 the 'wall', he run 2 the fence. of coz, lik tt he win la, bt at 1st we already sae need 2 run bac 2 the startin point. hehe...
after finished everythg, JunLin, SH, Kevin & me took the lift 2 sci room n put the experiment thg. then SH & JunLin scare gt teac, so they dun 1 2 take lift. Kevin & i took the lift. nth happened...
walkin bac 2 quiet zone, on the way, we saw KT oso puttin the thgs. we saw XiangJun, Benjamin n XiangJun's sis, takin their bags walkin toward sch gate. Benjamin laugh at Kevin coz he's the onli boy among 4 of us. SH, JunLin & me sae XiangJun & Benjamin, veri bad. coz they didnt wait 4 KT. 4 of us(Kevin, SH, Jun lin & i) walk out of the sch gate. we chattin while walkin. topic was KT. haha... any 1 who noe i lik him, will suffer as i onli tell those ppl who noe, bout my feelin. bt Kevin dun noe who is the person we r tokin bout, so we dun care bout him. JunLin walk another way. so i was chattin wit SH. SH scold me coz jus nw of tt time, i told KT tt SH lik him... haha... then SH walk another way. so Kevin & i change the topic 2 who Kevin lik. hehe...
actually is Kevin ask who i lik 1st, bt i change 2 who he lik... haha... he told me he lik 1 person. he lik her onli 1%. gd lor, the girl oso lik him. bt the girl dun bout tis. Kevin sae cannot tell any1. lolx... bt i oso gt tell him who i lik...
then Kevin walk another way, while i was already at my hse. i mean 1st floor, the lift there lah. i luv to hear KT scoldin me. lolx..
tell u hor!!! tis is real life story hor!!! haha!!!
Wednesday, 11 April 2007
02:08
[sigh]
so sad!!! last time, onli sit besite him, n the table is jus stickin together, he will quickly unstick the table, bt nw... he dare 2 partner girl, & u noe wat!!!! is nt teacher force 1 lor, is he willingly wan 1 lor!!!!!!!! &... partner tt girl everytime... no matter, b4 sch, after recess...
today, after rcess, my class stay in hall 2 do hw, when the 2nd recess over, i saw him partnerin the girl again, in assemble, the girl cannot c the stage, coz som pupil stand up or sth lik tt, & she move nearer 2 him!!! i was quite jealous, as i noe tt the girl lik him too....
n i felt tt the boy lik the girl...
the girl lik him from P3, duno y, althought, he lik 2 hit ppl, scold at ppl, alot of girls still lik him. he darm cool!! & handsome!!!
i onli started likin him from P5... noein tt mayb i cant beat her, i mean tt beat is those 4 luv tt part, nt real life beatin her hor!!! bt i cant giv up!!! coz i... still lik him alot... seem tt he lik tt girl alot too...
let me sae sth, the girl, if u com 2 my blog n saw wat i post, PLZ DUN ANGRY... I DUN REALLY MEAN IT... she look "quite fat" duno hw can he lik her?!!?!??!!?!? bt bet i dun even hav chance...
coz im taller than him, older than him, hw better than him, bt, he has lot of girl 2 lik him bt i dun hav, i meant tt i dun boys tt lik me...
n the girl is shorter than him by 1cm, older thab him, hw the same...
anyway, can someone tell me wat 2 do!?!?!?! im really lost!!! im jealous!!!! i must stop!!! bt i cant help it!!!!! plz let me noe tt i still stand chance!!!
even som of my frenz sae i dun stand chance the stupid XIU CHOO told tt 2 me!!! i dun 2 hav tis kind of frenz!!!
='( ='( ='( tt y im sad, sobbin, n feelin 2 cry!!!!!
Tuesday, 10 April 2007
04:09
sHiT!!
i mail the boy i lik, the message is bout i lik him. i tot he havent read... bt he saw the email, n read it liao!!! i tot he will nt go 2 check mail 1 mah, as the web was 4 sch 1 of the learning part... BT HE GO!!!! N READ THE EMAIL!!!!
u noe hw i noe.... my frienz told me...
actually, bout 5-6 frienz or mayb mor bt nt mor than 15 ppl noe noe bout the email...
i nw dun ever dare 2 look at him... dun dare 2 face him... actually, he dun noe i noe he read liao... lolx....
hwever, finally begged my frenz 2 giv me his hotmail, bt when she was givin until half, or mayb all, bt it sounded blur, so i couldnt hear wat she sae, then she told me tt some1 come back, she must hang the phone liao. so she hang the phone... bt SHE HAVENT GIV ME!!!
tis happened a few days ago...
today saw him at the sch wit his frienz, my frienz & i were walkin together, my frienz afraid of him coz he oway hit her, understand??? those kind lik frienz & frienz, those kind of hit... i saw him split saliva on the grass... haha...
AIYA, hwever, i nw still dare nt 2 tok 2 him, unless he start tokin wit me la... i meant if he start the conversation 1st la...
dun noe lah, so confuse!!!!!!!!!!!
bt i still wonderin if... he accept me or... (u noe)
miss him!!! luv him!!! bt i dun behave lik sum of my frienz 2 do silly thing... lik tryin 2 die... lolx... cannot laugh at them, coz if i cannot tak it, mayb i behave lik them how???? [SIGH]
Wednesday, 04 April 2007
04:21
Embarrasse
today rite,
the P.E teac stupid 1!!! jog 9 rounds in da field liao, still nid 2 do sit up!!! super tirin!!!! then i becom da cheer leadin on monday, which i duno hw it happened. dance here, dance there, until my legs veri pain still nid 2 practise!!! then while joggin 9 rounds, my legs were still veri pain!!!
then da last period, our social study teac cam in n tell us tt we won the contest 4 P6. we were veri happy!!! we gt 1 file 4 it!! purple colour 1! bt i lik blue better... hehe...
when we r packin our bags, kenneth korkor walk toward me n pass me a book. i take a closer look, there wrote ' xxxxxxx tan xxx xxxx' the guy i lik!! he left his book there! under my korkor's table!! my frenz sae i veri lucky... stupid korkor, i super embarrasse la!!!
i go out of sch n didnt saw him there as a ppl blockin me, bt the ppl veri quickly walk away. then i saw him. i walk down the stairs n 'na' i told him, n i pass the book 2 him. my frenz told me it was drama-tic. haha... i super embarrasse... n he sittin in those veri cool, handsome position, he turn his head 2 me. i was tooooooo embarrasse until i dun dare 2 look at him. my frenz sae it was lik hanakimi when rui xi was 2 'an wei' quan, tt moment juz lik hanakimi... alot of ppl there as it was dismiss of sch. juz couldnt stop luvin him...
bt i think he lik another girl. name: xxxxxxx goh. nvm... im omost use 2 it... gettin hurt lik tis!!!
01:38
tis is 李聖傑 's 最近. xiao gui in the MV!!! i felt tt tis MV is rather sad!!
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